Tuesday August 30, 2022 Just a brick in the wall

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Had physical therapy today and I am sore. My therapist said I am moving better, I’m not satisfied with my progress on my right leg but I’ll get it there. 

The caregiver service that was supposed to be providing a caregiver for me still can’t find anyone, and we were told today that they can’t hire my wife like they told us they could. So. Back on the struggle bus. 

The doctor wants me to get a sleep study done but the copayment is more than I can handle this month. Haven’t heard anything about the hospital bed but I don’t have the copayment for that either. My depression and anxiety are super high, but I try to keep a smile on my face and faith in my heart, but I’m in fake it till you make it mode. My nightmares have been more severe the last few days and I almost don’t want to sleep. 

Please send prayers, comments, or anything else you think will help me.